[我思故我在]Bayu Puteri - 风姿公主

Another sleepless night. Lately, I can't have a good sleep at night especially during weekday. Always wake up at mid night or can't sleep at all.

Tonight I awake again but I am at Bayu Puteri Condominium. Yesterday, one of my boss offer to rent a condominium for staff and want me to move in from USJ. What a good deal?! Well, actually the one who need to move is KC. I not really need to stay in such a high class condominium like Mutiata Oriental which cost RM 1200 per month and only got 2 rooms. If I really want to move to PJ, I also consider land properties over apartment. IF apartment I will rather choose Bayu Pueteri :D Closer to my friends. Most important thing is I don't want stay with my co-worker, it's very tension and no privacy!

Look at Bayu night scene






Aaaarrhhh ... really a lot of thing borthering me recently. Work, Study, Career, Bussiness, , Relationship & many many ... While people getting older and older, you would think alot and alot. That while old people sleep lesser and lesser. I have to admit that I'm older,physically at least.

Now, I wish I can handle my current project well and perform!!! At last, hope to keep my current pay. Hahaha ... but first of all I need to improve my English !!!

Another thing bothering me is, my little good junior JY, she bought a HOUSE with her own within 3 months of working !!! Although she got down payment support from mum. But it still very suprise me by her decision and determination !!! Wao ... such crazy girl. If not I know her for too long then I would wooing her now. Haha, joking!

House House House ... I need to work hard my love.

[我思故我在]爷爷,生日快乐

新岛回来后就是忙忙忙，赶赶赶！除了忙外，可能就是茫与盲了。赶着把新愿景联赛的证书送到星洲去，然后回家乡赶去爷爷八十大寿的拜天公仪式（福建人麻）。这回要劳动老弟从古城上来送货再当我的司机。非常感谢他。

夜晚十一时到，仪式到凌晨两点。休息一会儿，凌晨五点又上路回KL上班了。到了KL，又是赶赶赶，忙筹备workshop,忙筹备presentation slide,忙练习。周六又赶回家乡去寿宴去。

我 的 天！被老爸摆上台，要我代表家人向来宾致谢词。天，我虽然是热衷于辩论活动，带过队，但我没上过场！路上忙着写稿，改了又改。在现场发现来宾的文化水平和 我预测的有出路，马上又改稿，不要这么文化。徐自摩、唐诗、宋词的通通删掉。用土土的联邦华语来讲讲。以下是原稿的大意：

“。。。爷爷他是位细心谨慎仁慈的长者，常常关心后辈。。。。东方社会都是比较含蓄的，所以今天我要在这对您说我们爱您，公公！。。。”

好紧张，好紧张！太溴了，这么差的表现。亏我还在外招摇说我是辩论教练。我要自我增值也！

爷爷的历史省掉了，因为来的都是亲戚，说了没隐。

爷爷，他，今年八十岁了。1925年在中国福建省莆田县的一个农村出生。他是家中的老三，上有一哥一姐，下有二妹一弟。太公他和友人下来南洋拉人力车和三轮车。后来与友人亲人开了间脚车店，这就是史上的“振成”(Chin Seng)公司。爷爷十四岁就得冒充十六岁才能和他哥哥到南洋来接收生意。太公他就回乡享福去了。

1939年，他才到柔佛昔加末就遇上日本南侵－二战在马来亚爆发了。49年解放后，他回到乡下娶亲去。哈哈，这时婆婆出现了。50年爷爷回到南洋，婆婆和老爸（他在中国出世）要到55年才以“新客”(Sing Ke System)方法，在新岛被隔离了一星期才到昔加末。家族的历史就在这里延续下去。叔叔姑姑们陆续粉墨登场！

振成能在60年代转型和成长，爷爷他付出了许多。从脚车店到电器店，和后来的种植业。上代人的勤劳节俭是现今我们要多多学习的。

最后，我对爷爷说多次，I Love You Forever!

[我思故我在]狮子变了?

逮到狮子了.
但狮子好像变了?
变了的狮子还是我追求的狮子吗?
疑惑着...